IN DESOLATION I'LL HAVE TO LIVE THIS LIFE

In desolation I’ll have to live this life
I’m quite sure
For in no one have I found a companion, a friend
I’m n’t able to get along
Be it a brother or age-old mate
I’m afraid
Will I ever be able to find a soul-mate?
In my dreams aloneI hope to find one.
Times have gone of golden age
When there was someone
Whom I used to talk with
And gleefully used to laugh
Now a shadow dark is over me cast
Which I’m afraid
Will never drift past,
In silence listening to Mozart,
Alone in my majestic room
I sit with gloomy air
Reading lives of people ruined
A faint lamp burns by my side
Seeing the kindling fire
I’m lost in profound thought
One day I too shall burn in it
Or will be six feet under carved
A life-size spider slithers in the curtain
As of my death it might be certain.

I AM LOST SOMEWHERE PROFOUND

I AM LOST SOMEWHERE PROFOUND,
THE DARKNESS SUCKS ME IN
ON MY BACK I AM FALLING DOWN THE RIDGE
HANDS SPREAD FEETS APART
THE LEGS TREMBLE,
HEART GIVES A START
HALF-WAY DOWN THE FALL
I REGAIN MY CALM
A SACRED COMPOSED FEEL
EMANATES FROM WITHIN
IN MOMENTS I’LL KNOW WHERE I’LL LAND UP
BROAD ELYSIAN FIELDS OR DOOMED HOT HELL

FROM WITHIN A VOICE CALLS
SAYING I’LL MEET THE DEVINE
THAT AWAITS MY ARRIVAL
SUCH SOFT AND SERENE THE WIND SEEMS
IN MID-AIR I AM FLYING
FACE TOWARDS THE SKY
THE GLITTER OF THE SUN AND SILVERY CLOUDS
THE BIRDS’ SWEET SOUNDS
IN MARVEL I M LOST
BUT AWARE OF THE APPROACHING DAWN
THAT HAS A DIFFERENT DAY IN STORE
FOR MY SILENT SOUL
LOVE ARISES FROM WITHIN
FOR EVERYTHING AROUND
AMIDST THE FLOWING STREAM, THE RUSTLING TREES
THE CALM WIND AND TWITTERING BIRDS
MY LIFE’S TAKING A MORTAL TURN

IN THESE SERENE SURROUNDINGS MY REMAINS SHALL LIE
FARAWAY FROM THE MAN’S HANDS
FROM HERE I SHALL ASCEND
TO GOD’S SECURITY
WHERE IN CELESTIAL COMPANY
I SHALL RESIDE TO ETERNIY
TO BE OFF WITH THIS NEVER CEASEING
CYCLE OF BIRTH-DEATH