Saturday, December 12, 2009

A Saw Goes Back and Forth




A saw goes back and forth
It’s working on the wood
Saw dust is falling to the ground
As the winter’s snow
If the wood were replaced
With the nape of a man
It must be someone’s or mine,
Who cares!
But then no saw dust will fall
But blood will trickle
Drop by drop,
Not like snow but
Like a drizzle without any reason
The man may cry in agony,
Perhaps not,
The tears might be of ecstasy,
He may remain calm and silent, helpless
Embracing what has come.
The jaws of the saw, cutting down deep,
Soon the life will be lost
With or without the pain
The soul would, new world gain
The head will fall down,
Eyes protruding out,
Or serenely closed,
Blood will dry up and become cold
In the chilly winter
Slowly the body will decay
The world will move on
Turning its head away
Following the age-old trend.

One innocent soul,
Rare to find today
May question
Are such horrid deeds done?
They are done for sure
Not on one but all
The life’s impartial to all
Envy, a jealousy or hatred
Acts like the jaws of a saw
Cutting down deep
On our heart and neck
Without blood we bleed.
From time to time we read
With shock and surprise
Which also seems vague
Men have butchered one another
In all sorts of ways
Since times immemorial
Once a sword, once a guillotine,
With blood the man bleeds
Man on his brethren has always preyed!

A man stands in the crowd


A man stands in the crowd,
The crowd is immense
It expands to multitudes
He feels like a midget
As small as a cockroach
Or an ant;
He is afraid to move on.
Is there place for him anywhere?
The world was once vast,
Explorers weren’t able
To find the ends meet,
Now the world’s a village,
Global village by name.
Man loses his identity, his caste
So very easily and in haste
Each day he comes in contact,
With so many human beings
Who have lost humanity of old
Have turned numb and cold
Young, middle-aged and old
Poor, middle-class and rich
He is one amongst each
Lost his power to think deep
Life is lived like a barren desert
Which at last also ceases to exist.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

WAY TO COLLEGE FROM HOME





The morning has come
It’s not bright
It’s filled with gloom
Prognosticating the doom
That will come very soon

Delhi’s hazy and dark
With clouds cast overhead
I advance leaving my single-roomed lodging
To my college
In the heart of the city

I am greeted with sullen faces as I tread along
No emotion, blank eyes everywhere
The rush for money has begun since early morning
The roads are packed:
Big busses, small and long cars,
Bicycles, rickshaws, autos, scooters and bikes,
Young men and women, college students showing-off
Typical emotionless cacophony of the materialistic town

As I descend down the metro-station
There’s rush again,
The train is over-crowded,
People are huddled,
Their bodies piercing against one another’s,
I am also one of them,
Stuck between a young girl and an old man,
Your identity easily dissolves here,
You are frustrated with the crowd,
Their pushing and pulling,
And no way giving,
The population explosion indeed,
But isn’t each individual a part,
I ponder and wonder,
How will the future be like?

But halfway through the thought,
My station arrives,
It’s called New Delhi
With much struggle I deboard,
And lastly a sigh of relief,
Exiting the station with difficulty,
I am in the open air,
Oh what a pungent smell,
By the roadside as you walk the pedestrian way,
There are men urinating on the public walls,
They are neither proud nor gay,
Rivers and streams flow poisoning the air,
Not only that there’s human dirt everywhere.

If you follow this way further, (you need courage sir!)
You will see true India in its dark colours,
Men and women,
Old and young,
Living and dying,
Covered and naked,
Dirty and filthy,
Hungry and numb,
For days and days their stomachs have ached,
They look for opportunity,
They steal and they beg,
They add to the cacophony

Policemen you will see in this very way,
From this early morn,
They have begun to sin which they consider pious act,
Bribery and corruption blossoms,
It grows day by day,

If you find it more than enough to bear,
Take a turn midway to your right,
Take a bus or just walk by,
In few minutes you will reach
The posh circle of C.P.
Just take a stroll along the swanky buildings,
Or just go and sit in the Central Park,
But beware a bomb had blasted there just only last year,
It may happen again,
For all know well, its now quite common,
An everyday occurrence

Now let’s come back,
I’ll take the way straight forward,
For you know I am getting late,
One always is late in this city,
Oh what a jam!
Traffic is unbearable,
There is not even a place,
For an innocent soul to pass by the road side,
A bike or bus may break your head off,
I take a longer route,
Round I go and now I am almost there,
The guard asks for my card of identity,
How is one’s identity defined?
I ponder everyday, but never is an answer found!

Now I have reached my college,
Once again, safe and sound,
The airs have changed
There are trees and flowers around,
I am late once again
My teacher gives a cold stare
Through her glasses round,
I take my seat and am lost somewhere profound!

The day will end in the same way,
And again I’ll take my way back home,
It’ll be the same one, only the chaos will extend,
But this time it may be in a friend’s company,
And in deep discussions we may fall
Over the faults of political system and society,
We’ll depart with no solution, nothing would be gained,
And this monotony of life in this hubbub of this town
Will forever and ever persist,
Our lives would be lived like the acts of a clown!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Prince In Penury!


I've heard, once we were famous and rich,

Since my childhood till today,

Through legends and lore

I discover my ancestors' glory

Alas we are rich and famous no more!


I know not where it did all go?

All is lost, all is gone

Ones that are born

Today in our lineage

Are without money and a name!

They ought to strive for their fate,

Fortune and fame.

We weren't born to see

The mighty castles and carriages great!

But alone and only penury!

Days do pass and nights do go

In listening to age-old stories!

Of glory, glory and glory!

My ears are worn out of late,

I despise the ill luck, our misfortune and fate!


Wouldn't we have been feared?

For doesn't awe with power come?


But what would cursing and swearing do?

Now I have full well understood,

I was born to revive our glory!

For my ancestors, for my successors,

I'll stand and be the benefactor

And pave my way to glory!


Here I stand,

Here I advance, Here I go,

Towards my glorious goal!!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

WHAT WILL A MAN KNOW WOMAN'S PAIN!!


What will a man know
A woman’s pain
Her pain so dear
Her enigmatic smile
Still suffering the pain.

Man boasting of his valour,
Making the woman belittled,
But does he ever ponder
Over his own birth,
His source of existence,
Who has suffered that pain,
That, he’ll never understand.

The agony to welcome a new being,
A loved one,
To embrace him in her arms,
How sweet a bond,
How sweet a relation!
What does a man know,
This sufferance of unique kind?

The sweet pain that unites
The two souls in one,
How beautiful is this pain,
The relation of love
Of mother and son
Of mother and child!

Does it then not hurt,
To destroy that life
The life so pure and holy,
Without emotion and feeling,
One butchers and kills all
No heart, no soul
Only greed and hatred.

Mother, whose soul never cries,
Is tormented by death and torture
Her smile is gone forever,
Her heart becomes numb forever!
She no more resembles a mother.

God why did you create sin?
Sin of birth and sin of death!
Never ending cycle of sin and sinner
All are sinners alike
Lord show your mother’s heart,
Help us redeem the path of peace & glory!

Make the mothers
Of all nations unite,
All stand against this misery,
So valiantly called War and Victory!

Monday, September 28, 2009

Yearning to return to Heaven-like Home


The evening is silent,
The sun has died,
But there’s hope
Again it will rise.

The mountains stand high,
The lake’s water ripples,
The autumn dew,
Sheds from the skies above.

The autumn is transposing,
Into the winter months,
The days are short
And the nights rule.

In this tranquil silence
New moon in its full ardor moves,
Enchanting & casting a spell,
With its dewy moonlight,
In a trance I am subdued.

Fog is filling the open space,
Covering the lake and the trees.
From the shrine at the lake’s end
Dedicated to the regional goddess

Chants of spiritual notes recur,
The temple bells chime,
Muezzin’s mystical call,
And churches’ heavenly bells toll every hour.

As the noises die down,
Silence again pervades,
Having a divine power
Engrossing my earthly form!

I want to remain forever,
Even after my death, in this heavenly place
Away from the cacophony
Of those super-urban towns.

Here there is peace,
There are moments to share,
Time enough to conquer your soul,
So mystifying is this paradise!

But away from here,
Away from home,
In those mighty towns,
Where no true life remains,

I’m afraid I won’t be able to bear
Those hostilities, those cold feelings of beings,
Whose desires have risen,
To the zenith, lost in material bargains,

Without any emotions,
Buying and selling mankind.
I want to drift away from there,
To return forever to this heavenly place!

A day will surely come
When I will come back home
To this silence, to this beauty,
To be in God’s glory!!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

HARD TO SURVIVE

Silence here pervades not for a moment

Rumbling cracking croaking shreiking

Is all that's heard here in this noisy town

No room for feelings no room for love

Pity here seems as a forbidden thing

Eagles and vultures ravens and crows

Circle round your heads

Not a sparrow neither a mynah is seen

Its monsoon, rain doesn't come

Moon also seems very glum

Heavy and bright is the sun

Piercing through the skin

Winters harsh and fog-filled

Surviving here is a challange

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

IN DESOLATION I'LL HAVE TO LIVE THIS LIFE



In desolation I’ll have to live this life
I’m quite sure
For in no one have I found a companion, a friend
I’m n’t able to get along
Be it a brother or age-old mate
I’m afraid
Will I ever be able to find a soul-mate?
In my dreams aloneI hope to find one.
Times have gone of golden age
When there was someone
Whom I used to talk with
And gleefully used to laugh
Now a shadow dark is over me cast
Which I’m afraid
Will never drift past,
In silence listening to Mozart,
Alone in my majestic room
I sit with gloomy air
Reading lives of people ruined
A faint lamp burns by my side
Seeing the kindling fire
I’m lost in profound thought
One day I too shall burn in it
Or will be six feet under carved
A life-size spider slithers in the curtain
As of my death it might be certain.

Monday, July 6, 2009

I AM LOST SOMEWHERE PROFOUND

I AM LOST SOMEWHERE PROFOUND,
THE DARKNESS SUCKS ME IN
ON MY BACK I AM FALLING DOWN THE RIDGE
HANDS SPREAD FEETS APART
THE LEGS TREMBLE,
HEART GIVES A START
HALF-WAY DOWN THE FALL
I REGAIN MY CALM
A SACRED COMPOSED FEEL
EMANATES FROM WITHIN
IN MOMENTS I’LL KNOW WHERE I’LL LAND UP
BROAD ELYSIAN FIELDS OR DOOMED HOT HELL

FROM WITHIN A VOICE CALLS
SAYING I’LL MEET THE DEVINE
THAT AWAITS MY ARRIVAL
SUCH SOFT AND SERENE THE WIND SEEMS
IN MID-AIR I AM FLYING
FACE TOWARDS THE SKY
THE GLITTER OF THE SUN AND SILVERY CLOUDS
THE BIRDS’ SWEET SOUNDS
IN MARVEL I M LOST
BUT AWARE OF THE APPROACHING DAWN
THAT HAS A DIFFERENT DAY IN STORE
FOR MY SILENT SOUL
LOVE ARISES FROM WITHIN
FOR EVERYTHING AROUND
AMIDST THE FLOWING STREAM, THE RUSTLING TREES
THE CALM WIND AND TWITTERING BIRDS
MY LIFE’S TAKING A MORTAL TURN

IN THESE SERENE SURROUNDINGS MY REMAINS SHALL LIE
FARAWAY FROM THE MAN’S HANDS
FROM HERE I SHALL ASCEND
TO GOD’S SECURITY
WHERE IN CELESTIAL COMPANY
I SHALL RESIDE TO ETERNIY
TO BE OFF WITH THIS NEVER CEASEING
CYCLE OF BIRTH-DEATH

Friday, May 8, 2009

A Lover's Company



Like the clouds in the sky


Like the maskara of the eye


Thou art the love of my life


That makes it rich and complete


Like the song of a mynah


In the winter's chill


Warming my inner core


Burning me pure


Thou art the daughter of Venus


That keeps me feeling warm


Kindling my candle of life


Full of glowing Light,


Like the dawn of spring


Like the peacock's wing


You fill my life with love and amour


Of myriad colours


Like the song of a poet


Dance of ballet


You make me advance each day


To prosper more than the previous day


You fill me with passion


Of love and peace


In the setting sun


In the twilight's sea


You make me bloom


With thy company so charming


Like the thundering light


That is full of might


You fill me profoud with emotions deep